17.12.13

The beautiful ones

So many beautiful people walking about this place. All hairs in place, not a single strand whisping where it shouldn't be, all nails filed, ties done up to eleven. Sometimes I look about and I really don't care for it, but today I'm not sure why, but I'm enjoying it today. I know this isn't going to last much longer therefore I can start to enjoy it. However, I'm sure today will be extremely boring. I have the days counting down in my diary, only 4 more shifts to go. And then it'll be Christmas, time to go home and spend time with the family. I also need to spend as much time as I can in the new place too, and my new friends there. For the first time in a long time I feel like they may actually be people I enjoy the company of! Who may even enjoy mine! So I don't want to blow it. Sigh. Two more days until a day off, thank god. I need to do some final shopping to get some bits and pieces and carry on making the place feel more like home.

I have to go now, start my 9 hour shift of predominantly re arranging hangers and making fruitless journeys too and from the stock room. But hopefully it'll go quickly. 

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