I have to go now, start my 9 hour shift of predominantly re arranging hangers and making fruitless journeys too and from the stock room. But hopefully it'll go quickly.
17.12.13
The beautiful ones
So many beautiful people walking about this place. All hairs in place, not a single strand whisping where it shouldn't be, all nails filed, ties done up to eleven. Sometimes I look about and I really don't care for it, but today I'm not sure why, but I'm enjoying it today. I know this isn't going to last much longer therefore I can start to enjoy it. However, I'm sure today will be extremely boring. I have the days counting down in my diary, only 4 more shifts to go. And then it'll be Christmas, time to go home and spend time with the family. I also need to spend as much time as I can in the new place too, and my new friends there. For the first time in a long time I feel like they may actually be people I enjoy the company of! Who may even enjoy mine! So I don't want to blow it. Sigh. Two more days until a day off, thank god. I need to do some final shopping to get some bits and pieces and carry on making the place feel more like home.
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