26.11.13

Epigram

I'm at the station far too early, I know this could mean another half an hour in bed but my nerves won't allow me sleep. Thankfully I got an early night but these next couple of days are going to be very strenuous I'm sure. 
Everything is happening so quickly and it doesn't give me much time to change and adapt, but I'm just hoping I can smile my way around it.
I've one day at Jimmy choo today and then tomorrow and the day after I've got a very strict induction, I feel like I'm forever on edge these days. But hell, it makes me feel alive! 
I had arranged to look at a house today but because I've got work instead, I had to reschedule. I know that very soon I will need to move as not only are these early mornings very tiresome but also very expensive and I know that there's only so much I can do before I run out of monies. At least so much change is going on it doesn't allow for anything to sink in really which is probably a very good thing indeed! Sigh. I reckon the place I've got my eye on may have other interested people who have basically asked less questions and put down more money. Ah well, hopefully something will come along soon otherwise I'll have to now back home...

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...