All consuming worry.

This past week has been very turbulent. Happy moments promptly followed by horrible ones. Worry has become all consuming, I look at who I was last month and who I've become now I don't like the differences.

However, two things happened today that have given me a glimmer of hope. An interview tomorrow and a text from him. Both of which don't mean a thing. As soon as the butterflies simmered down I realised that this month has made me feel a lot more bitter about things. But hey, it's an opportunity in the very least and I'm happy to get dressed up and ready to charm. It's not the dream job or really on the ladder, but it'll be something different and in London too, and you never know what opportunities might come up simply by being in the right place at the right time. So it's an early night and early morning for me, fingers crossed something positive will happen.

I've got my outfit sorted, now I just need to get ready for the possible questions...