29.10.13

Valtari

It feels like it should be about 9.00 in the evening, when actually it's 4.30. Makes me feel all out of sync.
Today I've been feel feeble. My head is heavy, my insides ache and my mind won't concentrate. So I went for a walk into town, did a bit of people watching, the cool air did me good. I just need to get on with it.

'Smile, it may never happen' a guy called to me in front on his friends, who wouldn't get out of the way. Although I was annoyed at him, it did make me realise I seem to walk around with a blank expression. When I was younger I used to smile at strangers and not really care what they thought.

Well, this is just me, taking up more time I should be using more constructively. And so, I will begin.

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