'But now you're here, brighten my northern sky'

Oh dear, what am I going to do? 

I wrote that first sentence when I awoke this morning, but had to put my phone down to get on with normal stirrings. But now I'm at the station on my way to London to meet my old Uni friend Steph, I'm feeling a bit better about things. But there's still worry lingering in the back of my mind, I'm right back at that familiar uncharted territory where I'm not sure what's going to happen next. What's my big plan? I have no idea. 

At least the sun is out, and I'll be busy today sharing all these thoughts and many more I'm sure with her, I've really missed her. She was always the one who took time to ask me actually how I was and helped advise with my problems, I think she's the only one who knows about my past blips, so I really would count her as a dear friend of mine. I hope to get lost amongst the colourful Camden town, drink some wine and talk about times old and new, forget about the current state of things for a little while. 

My favourite Nick Drake song in the world, makes me feel so happy yet sad at the same time. Magical. 

Lets hope the stars are right!