I feel like I'm walking about London in a daze. I feel so tempted to ask him what would happen if I wasn't currently in a relationship. But what good would it do? Are you really going to risk it all? At the moment, I have no idea. But I do know that 4 years is a long time, and that's not to be ignored. Aw, I need some advise. If I do say anything, it will make it look as though I may very well make that move.

But this is all a bit hasty. Let the dust settle first maybe...