Apprehensive, sad and alone. So it begins.

'Just because you don't know what the future holds, doesn't mean you need to assume it's going to be bad.'

Oh dad, I hope you're right on this one. Because right now I feel sad, apprehensive and alone. I hope I've made the right decision, in my heart I know that I have, it's just that 'not knowing' feeling that some thrive on, I feel completely intimidated by.

I just pray that by Christmas, I'll have something worked out.