Soak into my skin

I still wonder if you still think of me. Sometimes I write out words but of course would never think about sending them to you,what we had was so long ago and a lot of time has gone by. But there's a bit of me that just wants you to know how you meant that much to me, you still enter my thoughts. I wish we could give things another go around now I'm older and maybe you are wiser.

We will never know. And I'm sure these wonderings of mine are far sweeter in my mind, like they were when we were together. People can change with time but I doubt you would ever change the qualities in you that eventually broke us, which is a thought that stops me and rubs the characters away...

I hope one day we can talk one day and maybe remember the good times together with a smile, and agree that it was there but it has now past us by. 

I hope in a couple of months time i'll be living in London, be it in a room or a flat of my very own. I know to get the most of every day I need as much energy as I can  and at the moment the journey is proving tricky. Maybe I'll aim for that and just see where I end up...