28.5.13

Raindrops come to play again

After that wonderful long weekend, I'm not looking forward to going back to work. Am I really going to do this? Keep counting down the weekends until...well I have no idea when. Am I really happy? 
I've just got to keep taking each day at a time. If it all fails and I don't like it anymore, I suppose I can always leave and start again somewhere else...maybe, it seems too scary and daunting. This might be my only chance.
For now, I choose to get lost in documentaries and comedy series, which I watch in succession not wishing to get too absorbed in my own life.

I hope today will be ok 
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