17.5.13

Layers

Friday again. Thank god,what a relief. Every hour I can count down knowing that I won't need to face them again until Monday...why am I doing with my life...everything is deceptive and misleading, I don't know what to do. I just want to cry, this is probably the way it'll always be for me and I guess I need to get used to it because it's not going to get any better I very much doubt. 

I'm fighting the urge to get on a train home now instead of tomorrow. Just turn my phone off, and run to the seaside
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