6.5.13

'I can't imagine anything worse than being ordinary'

Here we go. First day nerves creeping in,arriving into London an hour early. Bank holiday, nowhere open. It's tricky trying to kill the time,walking around aimlessly, not thinking too much about the day ahead although my stomach is now beginning to drop a lil.
A 4.30am start brings back old memories of when I did this before a couple of years ago, makes me feel like I'm back there with another year of Uni to go. But for the first time in my life, this is a job where I don't see the end,and that's a very positive thing.
London feels like such a different place without all the people clambering about. Just lots of tall buildings, all grand and domineering.

God, I hope I don't make a fool of myself today somehow. I also hope I can take in all the information without panicking!

Ten more minuets til I make my way there. What will today bring? Ah shoreditch men are so attractive! With their lil button up shirts and leather jackets, on their way to somewhere important...I hope I will be able to live here soon. Who knows. At least I can wear more of my smart stuff that looks silly if I wear it anywhere else. I always used to think that you could never really overdress but I think that's not strictly true.

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...