Tenterhooks

How am I feeling right now...hmm,I'm not sure. Pretty nervous actually,it's the first time I've been to London for a long time,and I'm worried they may be annoyed at me for my past unpredictable job situation! At least I have an excuse though,it's not laziness.
I went to see a film last night with Rob,which was nice. He's a part of the social gathering I meet up with every now and then,although i still haven't really made close friendships with them though,they're either a bit reserved or too much and a bit inappropriate. So I go when I can. But I feel that Rob is an interesting character,one who I want to find out more about. We share the same interests for film,and he enjoys most music genres and likes to talk. He asked some interesting questions which I liked, was worried I'd be the one doing all the talking.
He's a bit straight forward, and doesn't laugh much,his sense of humour is a bit different from mine but that's ok. It was just nice to do something a bit different.

It was nice to go home at the weekend, I love my family so much and I really miss them when I've been away a bit too long.

I ache a bit. I really want today to be over. I know it's silly, and that getting this nervous about this every time can't e good for my health,but I can't seem to control it. Friday is another social event, which I'm also looking forward to.

More thoughts later I'm sure!