3.3.13

'What's the point of giving if you never please?'

This week has probably been one of the most stressful I've ever endured. But when I start writing it out in front of me,it hardly seems a big deal at all. But then, this is me we're talking about! Forever making a bigger deal out of the insignificant. It keeps things interesting certainly, gives me lots of anecdotes!
I'm looking forward to the future, where this will all be a thing of the past. I got the job at the jewellery shop in town, much to my delight. Of course, I knew I would have to tell my boss about it, and knew that when it came to the notice part it would be a big problem. But I really didn't think she'd react the way she did. And, to try and calm everything down I agreed to working the days I wasn't working at my new job in her shop while she tries to find someone else. I'm worried this will be something that goes on indefinitely, but I know that as soon as I start this new job it'll be much easier for me to put my foot down.

I just wanted to make a clean cut. Just break away and never look back. But things never seem to want to turn out that way for me somehow! But, apart from all the unpleasantness, I have learnt a lot. I know that I need to be more honest about the way I feel about things, whatever the situation. I should have told my boss I was unhappy and was looking for other jobs when I was.It would have been difficult either way,but oh well.This was the way it turned out.
I'm just hoping I can get back on track with my designing soon.That way, things will be moving in the right direction,and that will be a very good thing!

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