17.3.13

'I'll be there with a gun and a pack of sandwiches'

I wonder how many entries I've started with 'its been another one of those weeks..' I was about to but then realised I need a new phrase.
I'm on my way back home from a lovely weekend visiting one of my old friends from Uni,Dan. It's probably been about 4 years we've known each other now,and whenever we get back together it's like no time has passed. It's funny how,when I'm around him I feel so much more grown up. Maybe it's his grown up prowess that rubs off onto me; having secured a fantastic job as an accountant, new sports car, nice expensive meals at high quality restaurants,playing games on big flat screen tv's...it was the taste of the high life and I feel so grateful he didn't mind sharing it all with me,if only for a couple of days! When saying all that though it makes me feel like an excited child than it does an adult! As silly as it sounds he always has looked after me. He's a true friend when it comes to giving me advise, and making me laugh! I know I appear clumsy and daft around him but he doesn't make me feel embarrassed about it. I enjoy his company very much. And it brought back many memories of Uni that i really miss. So much was engulfed in bad relationships and friendships,work and Uni work. But I really did have some great times.

And now back to reality. It should be my last day tomorrow but it probably won't be. I know as soon as I get out of there the better. Then I can get my design work back on track as that's taken a bit of a backseat lately,and Im so scared they'll cut me out,eventhough it's not laziness at all but so much other chaos taking over everything!
It'll be nice to see joe and it's so grey and rainy outside it'll be perfect excuse to barricade myself indoors and get cracking with something creative! Lets hope things will calm down soon

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