1.2.13

Wait and see wait and see...

Feeling thoughtful today.
I decided to take the long train into London just to be inbetween destinations for a bit longer. I've always liked travelling on trains, sure they're expensive and at times very unreliable but I think I've had some great little moments to myself whilst being on them, all over the UK. Be it hiding little secrets or awaiting something exciting at the end of the journey, or a tricky decision that's finally been made along the way. I've also met some very interesting people on trains, usually at times where I've wanted the most solitude. Which is usually the way it goes!

As ever I'm not sure what to expect from today. Have to get my designs back first then go on this night out, I'm not sure i really want to go. But more from a tired point of view than a nervous one, I also feel I need to spend some quality time with people at home because otherwise I'll get my priorities wrong. I guess I'be just got to see how it goes this afternoon I think that will probably have a handle on what happens later. Sigh. I know I just need to keep at everything for a little bit longer, but I really am desperate for something new...

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...