26.2.13

There's just got to be some way out of here

I'm just siting in a coffee shop window,watching the world go by. It's been a while since I've had the time to surround myself with people, and I've really missed the variety, everyone rushing some people wondering,some looking a bit lost...in reflecting upon the recent interview which went well. I got a little tongue tied at first, but I'm hoping it came across charming instead of foolish.
The lady seemed nice though,and I'll find out Thursday if I got it. We'll just have to see! I feel good about it all,but sometimes impressions can be wrong.
I will feel terrible about kinda leaving y other boss in the lurch a bit, she's a bit erratic but she isn't a bad person. She just walks over me a bit and I do need to get away. If not I'll just have to apply to other places,it can't go on forever.
I wonder how things will turn out. I hope it won't be a struggle forever. I need to get things back on track and not let a lousy job get in the way of the things that really matter. Like family, friends, and the career I really want.

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...