17.2.13
I see right through you.
Oh god help you. And your tiny,tiny mind. Your words shoot through me and resound in my ears for hours,not from wisdom but from volume. The constant moaning and groaning for the sake of making noise. I see right through you. Once, I felt sorry for you. Which I usually the way I start big mistakes. I listened and thought there was more to you, thought there was maybe things I could do to help you. But no, you're shallow, arrogant and and ignorant. And you think of nobody other than yourself. You never ask about me, how I am, what problems I might be having. You say you're my friend but you're not even close to the word. You're obsessed with looks and money, having a good looking boyfriend and want everything out of life without putting anything into it. You get your mum to do everything for you then bitch about her afterwards...I can't believe how much time I've wasted, how many words I've held back telling you how I feel but now, I don't know what I'm holding back for. We live miles apart and to be honest, seeing you makes me fall to a new level of 'low'. I lose a piece of me every time I do. And now, it's time for me to seriously consider what I want out of my life and instead of going on about it,actually do something about it and cut out the people I should. And you are one of them.
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