31.1.13

'The talent for being happy is appreciating and liking what you have, instead of what you don't have.'

Woody Allen. I've been watching a great deal of his films recently, and it's been marvellous. I also just watched a documentary about him and his work, he's just such an inspiration! And, incredibly funny.Watching his films makes me feel like there is a light at the end of the tunnel. That these things are phases, time goes on. These things work out.
It's been a while since I last wrote and unleashed some of these bottled up thoughts. I have wanted to, though. It's just been hard to find the time. I have surprised myself by keeping up with the jogging, I never thought I would have kept it up for this long (haha two weeks isn't long!) but it's long enough for me to feel like this is something I can build into my routine, and will help me be a better person. I know that sounds a bit strong, but really, somehow it helps organise my thoughts and feel less frustrated with the current situations that would usually grind me down. I hope I do keep doing it.
I've also made an effort to step out of my comfort zone and meet new people. It was getting me down so much not having friends of my own, and I thought it was time to do something about it.I signed up to this website,with low expectations. It's a place where people in the same locations want to meet others for social occasions and gatherings and build friendships. And for the past couple of nights, I've made a little progress. I think tomorrow evening I'll be going out with them again, which will give me the chance to get to know them all a bit better, which I'm looking forward to. Let's just hope I make it through the day first...I'm nervous about it again :(

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