14.1.13

I never saw it coming.

Just spent the past couple of hours unleashing cleaning hell on any surface that wasn't up to my today's incredibly high standard.It just seemed to keep going,like I was venting all my pent up frustrations, trying to rub out the irritating stains in my life.
I get days like this,where I view things in a much more disapproving way,everything seems like a 'stupid idea' and everything feels uncomfortable against my skin and at times I'm on the brink of tears or wanting to scream out loud.Neither ever seem appropriate.


Well,I can't write this any more as I don't have the privacy so maybe tomorrow...sigh...
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