I saw a secret today,I really hope it's yours...

My heart sank a little bit when I read this this morning.From out of nowhere,it made me want to cry.

I'm sure it isn't you,I very much doubt that you still think about me because,we're both living different lives and never see or talk to each other.There is no reminders for you,only memory.And the way I treated you makes me feel like you tried to scrub out as much as you could.I don't blame you,you deserve every single piece of happiness in the world.I know now that it is my everlasting punishment,to never forget you and the times we shared,but anything that acts as a reminder,a possible link,lingers in the forefront of my mind for days on end.
I know this is an american library card,but I like to think it is from you.I don't think we even talked about postsecret.But there we go,my mind clinging on once again.

It's a shame really,as I've had a wonderful weekend.Went and saw Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind at the screen on the green in London,sat on sofas, drinking tea and wine.Then stayed in a hotel and the following morning ambled around London's busy streets and markets.We never do anything date-y,it was so sweet.I got so tearful when watching the film,it really touches me deep to my core.It is shared among many millions the love for the movie,but somehow I feel it reaches out to me,like it's been especially created for my personal enjoyment! Daft I know,I hope everyone feels like that when they see it.But it was the first piece of cinema which just...took me away.Blew me away,even.Everything dovetails together perfectly,I forever feel it'll be my favourite film...