'you can rearrange me now, if we wait we can make it somehow'

Such little people dotted about this massive place, I feel like a fool to believe I could make any enrode in my career path to uncertain successful-ness,the people who make it to the top are rarely talented but battle,fight and bully until they get what they want and it makes me question whether it's actually worth it. If any of this is! Because its all silly little games we play to get through life. If you've got big bucks then you'll be taken seriously,if not,well expect a lot of being walked all over. I'm being harsh because I judge from the outside and have no patience in my ability. I hope one day to make it on talent and passion alone but looking around and seeing who and what succeeds...I lose faith. I need a plan, a strategy ang concentrate on where I'm going and what I plan on doing to get through this.