'Do you believe you're missing out,that everything good is happening somewhere else? With nobody in your bed,the nights hard to get through...'

Maybe this is just how it goes now,in life.some particular memories will never entirely leave your mind and sometimes you're just left wondering why and what could have happened if things turned out differently.that is no way to lead a confident life but unfortunately these memories creep into my dreams and I'm wondering for the rest of the day what it meant and how things could be now. When I was a little girl,I used to believe that when someone popped into your was suddenly and randomly,it was because they were thinking of you at that precise moment and it was a way of communicating in the most intimate of ways. I still believe it...well,I want to still. It's been a long,hard week sparking new changes and routines and thoughts.lets hope next week will be better.