24.5.12

Kyte will always make me think of you,and how much I miss you.

Can I tell you something...I really miss you.You come into my thoughts so much and I wish I knew whether you still think about me to.Although I feel like I made the right decision by staying by what I thought was right for me,you everso tempting to me and we really did have some wonderful times together.Those memories are still strong in my mind and I find myself looking back on them fondly,but also,with pangs of guilt and sadness.Where would I be now if we were together?I miss you so much,you helped me so much...I was awful to you.I'm so,so sorry...I can't stop crying.I wish I was strong enough to pluck up the courage to talk to you again,eventhough you've moved on to,and rightly so,you deserve someone who makes you so happy.But there was love for us there,wasn't there...

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...