Within and without

"But surely you must have some sort of life plan?" you'd think so wouldn't you...I wish I did have one in place.I'd love to be one of those people who pack up a rucksack with just a change of clothes and £5 and set off on an adventure without knowing anyone they may meet,what direction they'll be taking and where they'll end up,and of course the outcome of the whole journey.It must be so refreshing to be so fearless.For me,everything has to be analysed. I love my parents so much.But sometimes I wonder what they really think of me and what they think I'll actually end up doing.I know they'll be proud of me whatever happens,which is so wonderful to know,I wouldn't want to ask for anything more.However,I'd love to surprise them,certainly reward them for their time and patience with me. I think I read somewhere once that 'success comes to those who accept that it won't happen over night' and I rather like that as a lil motto,it's encouraging as well as being realistic.I guess you can't plan when things may fall into place. Above all though,I don't want to let myself down.Indeed Uni can be a stressful ordeal for all,but I think these last 4 years I have endured have been some of the most intense,hard and trying times of my life.And to not come out of the end of it pleased with myself and my achievements,I reckon I'd carry around with me for the rest of my life.I hope I find a company who really want me and see my potential.Maybe not even a company but a designer!Ah,one can dream.Who knows.Maybe I'll become my own brand....I feel the stress creeping in once more.