10.1.12

don't want to 'be' anymore

Everything that I'm feeling right now I truly deserve. I miss everything I used to be.I used to be well,I used to be honest and true to everyone and myself.I used to not really give a damn about what anyone else may have thought of me and got on with things.I embraced the prospects I may have had for the future...I'm a fraud.I don't want to be anymore. This is it.
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