temptations

It's a matter of weeks now until it'll all be over.

I will miss seeing you,not that it's very often in the first place,but,it's a memorable moment. I fear this would be the way it would go,actually having a nice conversation outside of the shy,stumbling infatuation barrier before we both leave.Not that it would come to anything,I still enjoy the way you make me feel bashful, nervous and conscious of all I say.It gives me something to look forward to.I like how you're interested in what i'm doing, and always smile.
It's just a passing moment,but one that's helped make me feel better,safer and more secure at times where I feel so alone.
I will never have the courage to tell you any of this,but i'm sure somehow you do know.
I'd never change anything I have right now,not for anything.But you're so very pleased and appealing to me.

Ah well.
Roll on two weeks, Christmas and the jolly new year.