Being 20 feels no different.
Indeed,every year I get a year older I don't feel like i've dramatically changed at all.But maybe that's a good thing.As fast as it approached and unprepared I was for it's upcoming,i'm glad I am now 20.

And I had a nice day.Joe came down for about four days and we went and did lots of different things.Went to Colchester,the zoo,London.All were fun ventures.
I'm so lucky to have him.
I am happy,so happy,with him.I want us to always feel this way.It wasn't awkward or weird like I feared it would be,it was really enjoyable and he fitted in well with ym family.Sleeping apart was hard,but it was something that had to be done to show respect to mum really.

I'm sad the days are over now :(
And tomorrow i'm going on holiday,which will be nice,and yet I always worry about it before I go.I almost miss home already before i've left it.Which is weird.
I've been feeling very weird bodily.My emotions are all over the shot and i'm suffering from stress.Maybe a holiday is needed.

awwwwww!
Hope to have much better wirting in the near future!