29.7.10

Effort making,breaking...

I realise the absolute joy it was to go to uni,to get away from this place-this dead end town.Nobody's here anymore.Everything's changed,and I don't feel I belong here anymore.I just can't wait to get away again,i'm fed up for always making the effort,to always be let down-and this is everyone-my friends,my supposedly best friends,my boyfriend-In actual fact,the only person who wanted to make sure that I was ok was Ben.
I don't understand how that works.


Okay.
Rant over.

It is clear that I awoke on the wrong side of bed this morning.It is nice to be home n' all,but it's not that much more eventful than being alone in Huddersfield.But still.
I just get wound up sometimes.
Feel like an absolute loser.

I just want it to be January :(

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22.10.24

Trying to hold it together, trying hard not to cry. Nothing has happened, it's just I feel very overwhelmed. Tired, deeply tired, to my ...