4.6.10

I love you so much mum.
And I hate feeling anything negative towards you because,deep down I do know that you're doing this because you love and care about me and that you wish you could have done what I was doing when you were my age.
I just wish it didn't have be so unpleasant like this.The over-reacting,the taking it all so personally,the jumping to conclusions.
I am trying to please you.I'm trying to get somewhere with my life,to make this all worth while and I want you to be proud of me.
I hope to not let you down any more than I have already.
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