You know what,you really are starting to piss me off.
I really do alot for you,and it annoys me how you don't really seem to appreciate it.I am worried we're getting to a comfortable stage where we feel we don't need to make the effort anymore.I will never get to that stage, because I will always want to make the effort for you,as I like to make the effort for my friends, family and myself.
It's taking me longer than I thought to get used to you being the centre of the attention the whole time,and you're different in front of your friends.I hate the way everything people say is related to you in some way-be it an interest or something you have and know you'll react to.Anything I say is shrugged off or pretty much ignored. And I know this is something I won't be able to change,however it puts me off being in such social situations-because when I do make an effort,it's as though i'm put on the spot and being graded for how witty I am, or, how cool it is.Which it never is.Grrrr.

I hate it when she flirts with you right in front of my face-and you let her.

I'm not jealous of her-it's just the principle. And I would never let anybody do that to me in front of you,so,where's the respect?Surely you wouldn't think it would be reasonable?

This is just some silly rant.But if I don't let it out some way then it won't come out at all,and it'll just boil away inside and then burst out of me in some horrible, over the top way.
Of course with the amount of time we do spend together,of course we're going to annoy each other sometimes.But these are things I should share with you,but never will.
Ah well.

Lets get back to the panic!