For you,I will always have the time ♥

I will always wonder.
If the timing had been different,if we'd met sooner-if i'd stuck my decisions before all of the began if we'd be what we are now,or something more.
You always manage to find my soft spots,know when I need someone to talk to,know how to make me smile.There's still so much you don't know about me,and I look forward to you finding out.I look forward to you opening up to me even more.
I never did tell you,what I thought about you when I first met you.The days where you used to come down and visit me,we'd plan to go out with friends-we'd buy some southern comfort and sambocca and then get so drunk we couldn't even leave my room!The times you stayed,we'd watch pulp fiction and the comedies that made you cringe on repeat,we'd talk for hours and you'd get emotional talking about people who broke your heart.We would share.The day where I was the most upset i'd ever been,and you gave me the biggest hug I had ever received.
You are the sweetest person I have ever met.You make my day to see you.I want you so so much to find happiness. I worry that you may spend to much time alone and take bad things find yourself on a bad road. I will always be here if anything were to ever happen to you.

This is no confusion,I know where my feelings are,who they belong to and they are not misunderstood.
But I know more than anything that you will always be someone I can count on to be there for me and I can feel safe around.Always.

I don't think you'll know this.Not for a long while.
But hopefully you can see it in my eyes when we smile.

:)