6.5.10

Big grey clouds that make the rain fall

I've hit a bit of a low.Maybe it's the aftermath of a mayhem evening last night,of to much wine and to much irritation.But however many times you know there's a fifty fifty chance...rejection still hurts.
I had another interview today,for the company I went to first and I think it went well,I don't think I would change anything I brought or anything I would say.I just checked my emails and saw that the other company I went for said I was unsuccessful.It makes me feel heavy.
What if I don't get something sorted :( maybe it won't come together.
Maybe it's just not on the cards for me.

:( maybe I should sleep it off.
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