It's been a while since I have updated. I've had a fair amount of work on the agenda,which never really seems to decrease however hard I try to get it done,but never mind.These things usually work out.
I'm strangely looking forward to the finishing line,it has to be said.And that's the first time i've seen that i've felt that since uni actually.There has been a lot of job-hunting for our placement years,and the pressure is on.It's the first time we've actually been competing against each other,it's forcing me to be secretive which I don't much like.I was only admitting to Joe a while ago how,I don't feel like I lie anymore,I feel like i'm truly open about things these days.But as of late,i've distanced myself from once close friends as I realise being nice doesn't really get you anywhere.
I'm probably wrong there,but I need to be careful as others can try and take your ideas.
I'm stressed out with the uni work to,the project work is well and truly off the boil now and I'm running out of time and inspiration.Everythings all a bit rushed.I don't know when I break up for summer,or if I'll get any time off to relax.
I had a job interview On wednesday.I think it went well,I tried my best and researched as well as I could have done.It would be fantastic if I got it...but only time will tell.Thinking about it,I don't think I would change anything about it if I could, I suppose the interview is good experience!
Worried though,so worried.
It could be a wasted year.All this work could be fruitless.
I need the sea.And my Holga.Together,we will be free hehe
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