Pointless.

I dont' really know why i'm writting this,but somwhow it makes me a feel a bit better.If it goes around and around in my head then it gets worse.

You made me feel rather upset after the way you were last night.Yes,you were probably very drunk,but somehow I don't see that as a excuse.When i'm drunk,I ALWAYS still make an effort.I always make the effort.
Last night,you took my keys,took my money,and then left!You showed no real interest when I asked you whether to stay,you were distant and you didn't seem to give a damn.Waiting on other people,then just not caring.
That is why I didn't make the effort in turn.

God I hope this isn't another Ben situation.
I really hope this will all be nothing.

=[ Haven't felt this horrible feeling in my tummy for a lonnnng time.