'Isn't family a group of people who all share their ideal imaginery?'

I haven't ever been very sure of myself,who I am and where I fit into various equations.But this weekend has made me feel more sure.
It's always nice to get away,but sometimes going to somewhere you know you don't truely understand is rather awakening.

I'm just fed up.
Of caring,of letting things get to me.A large amount of people don't give a shit,and those who do never say it.
Feeling out of place.

I don't know what to say.