27.3.10

I don't know why...

I feel this stab of worry/doubt/jelousy, when I know that he's been spending time with girls he's been with in the past.Just them,and nobody else.
I have no reason to suspect anything,and yet it makes me feel horrible inside.
I guess i'm not used to it.
People i've been with in the past haven't remained chummy with there ex's.I guess situations are different.
I know i've got to push it from my mind or i'll offend him and I don't want to do that.

I just wish it would go away =[
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