I know,it seems a sudden change of tone but this is not going to be a good idea.I know i've upset you telling you that I fancy another guy,and that I want a relationship this year and I'm sure this will upset you some more.
I shouldn't have said yes to you coming to visit,I shouldn't have let you in,I shouldn't have cried and told you everything I did.
I need to move on from all this.I want to be friends still,but i think you coming to see me would be as we planned once,and in the long run that would just screw me up inside.
This is where I need to be selfish.
I'm so, so sorry.
Why is it,when you actually have the moment to do something you've planned and know needs to be done--you find it so incredibly hard to do it??
I need to be strong.
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