"Then looking upwards,I try to find the difference between shooting stars and satalites..."do they,collide?"I ask...and you smile."

Yes,you did introduce me to that amazing band.And i'll thank you for it everyday.

I'm off on holiday tomorrow morning,with mum,rick and Ed,I'd be lying if I said that I were looking forward to it.I was to begin with,but now I'm riddled with fear.It is slightly balenced with the feeling of comfort as Dad says he was going to help out and I have nothing to worry about...but the thing is I do.I can't stand to keep things from her anymore,but I know I can't share things either.I hate having to deal with so,so much on my own.If she did know...that would be it.Or,certainly the holiday wrewined.

I feel so weak today.

I'm going to miss updating the blog,and checking what friends are up to,although I hate knowing i miss it because,it's rediculous.But hopefully,it'll all be ok.
I JUST PRAY THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.
I know that worrying won't get me anywhere,but I can't help it.

Once the holidays over,it'll soon be Reading.And then it'll be back to uni.I just want to get back there now.

=[ oh no.