5.8.09

It's only the future if it can't be made.

I was 19 yesterday.
And you know what?I've never felt so invigorated or inspired or happy in such a long time.I had an amazing holiday with my dad and brother,a lovely party with all my friends on the monday night,and a generally lovely day.
I feel so much more grown up all of a sudden.I feel like I can finally take things in my stride,and I feel like the old me,and yet,a different me.

I like this.
I don't only like this,but I LOVE this.This is what appriciation of the 'self' feels like.And this Phoebe is staying.

Til the end of my days.
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