7.7.09

I'm really rather worried about work tomorrow,becuase i know he'll be there.I mean,we've had arguments in the past-hell when we broke up that was narsty,but this time it feels lots different.And it's affected me in a big way,I wish it wouldn't.I suppose i've just got to stay possetive and rememeber and recall all the things i used to say when I were upset or annoyed at him,which,lets face it,was oftern.
We're just not compatible as people.I know that now.And hell i knew it before.I just want it to be calm and,ah i don't know.Again,many plans we've formed together and it's wrenching at my insides.I shouldn't let this make me so upset when i know i'm largely in the right...but he's winning again.

friendship shouldnt be like this.This is like a break-up all over again.
And it fucking sucks.
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