I am sitting,in a middle of a strom.I guess I am nervous about it,but i feel I should be more adult about these fears now.They're silly.
So,things are still a little bit mixed up in my mind at the moment,but at least I kinda feel like i'm doing the right thing.

it's all gone back to akward step one.

Just listen to yourself.Let go of the past.It'll make you feel more free,more able to let go and move on.Let little people you apparently dont care about go.You look like even more of a fool,and lets face it,that'll be a huge idiot...stop being so so rediculous,making me hate you isn't making this process any easier...