I'm not really one for getting very drunk,but last night it happened!
Oh dear.
Yet,it was still rather good.I had a really nice time.
Saw ben though,and it wasnt really that akward.
Saw Mark too,he kept buying me drinks and kissed me on the cheek,which was nice!
hehe but cant rememeber much of it,which I don't like.
I don't think i'd ate much that day.
I'm attempting to try my best to enjoy being hungry.Being crotchety will wear off,hopefully i'll get used to it! I feel so huge,and I realise I do eat quiet alot!So hopefully in time,I'll feel better about myself.
Weird I know.
I am a weirdo.

going to watch a film later,i'm in the mood for a film.
going to stop typing to abruptly too,i know this writting style sucks but it's just whats springing to mind at the moment!Unbelievably I think i may still be drunk!

normality and comforts of home yay!
I think I'm...on the way up :)