15.5.09

I think I need to change my outlook.
On everything.
I'm fed up of being annoyed with myself,and wanting to be all of these things I doubt i'll ever be.I used to be happy once,it feels so long ago.I used to know what I wanted and I would do all I could to be me and enjoy myself.Every little day,spend it with friends and family,enjoy being creative-enjoying the moment.
Becuase life really is too short.
And I realise that hating myself and focusing on all the things I dont like about myself,the less I succeed in changing those things.Dwelling on those things is stupid anyway,at the end of the day if somebody doesnt appricitate me for who I really am on the inside and the out,then they're not worth all the pain,frustration-and the feeling of hating myself.

NODODY IS WORTH THAT.
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1 comment:

rfrytrry said...

I totally agree with this. Life is to short to worry about things, just have to go ahead and keep on going :]

23 May 2009 at 18:15

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