9.2.09

The things that we do just to stay alive...

I mean,what is this really all about?sometimes I struggle to find the real meaning to it all.I'm finiding it increasingly difficult to smile and mean it on the inside as well as the out.I just wish I could find myself other purposes so I could be focused,not mess around dragging me,and everyone else down.
I never used to feel that way.Ever.I feel like i've let myself down,becuase usally i'm so posetive.Maybe it just needs to creap back into my system.It's been hidden away for to long.
I know I don't need a reason right now.You live to find that reason.I just hate losing faith,and feeling so down.
I hate knowing that there are so many people tangled in this.And it's my own stupid fault.
GET YOURSELF TOGETHER AND STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF.
move on.
You don't have to be putting up with this.
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