13.2.09

Lying is so much easier with your eyes shut...

I did a bad thing.
I lied to my manager at work and I feel awful.It'll take me a very long time to get over I fear.Although,I handed in my notice,so I won't be working up here anymore for people who are grim and glum and waste my time.I feel bad though,and mum won't be happy in the slightest.Although,if I write up a new CV and post them here there and everywhere I'm sure i'll find something more ideal.
I feel awful though,I just can't shake the bad feeling off.

oh well.

one door closes...another one opens...



so.
guilty!
at

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