I havn't witnessed love for a very long time.Well,i'm an observer,I feel like i look on the outside alot and seeing other peoples happiness with a smile,never bitter but a constant wonder to whether that'll be me anytime soon.
No,not for a while.I'm they'll be far much more unpleasantness heading in my direction before long,because i feel for it all again,decided it would be the best idea-oh how wrong I was,gos i only try my best to do whats right and it always ends up being the most long drawn out and painful.Let me get back to huddersfield,away from here.I just hate this,i hate this so much why cant i do what everyone tells me to do,i'm fed up of being under his thumb the whole fucking time he's actually making me ill.
I'm not happy anymore.
Or when i am,it's when i'm away from him.i just don't want to hurt him and make him upset,but it's unavoidable-becuase he's such an idiot.Why do i have to know someone so riddled and screwed up?making me feel like shite the whole time,makes me feel like a bad horrible person-i need to get out of this!
I just want to run away,i just want to leave.
I hate him.
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