22.12.08

realisation.

I need to sort my life out.
And not put myself through anymore shit.
I know what makes me happy;him.And i know what makes me upset more of the time;him.And why do I think that I love him,when he really wants me to change.And nobody should do that to me.make me feel so inadiquate.
I hate this.
I hate myself.
and its all his fault.i'm such an idiot.
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