16.11.08

so here we are again.
another entry spilling out my heart.It's happened again,but this time,it's different.I'm not sure i'm feeling right now,I want so much to be sure,but it appears that this is just the way life goes.My heart feels empty again,feels evenmore cagey to new things,new people.Maybe I'll just take care of myself for a while.
It was going to happen sooner or later,and I guess sooner is always better.Save us in the longrun,possible friendship,maybe more in the future...I don't know.
At least this time he wasn't angry at me.It was almost an agreement,it was...for the best.
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